What a road block!!  after contemplating for the longest time of quiting my job to move to a much better paying one, a huge road block was placed befor me... when i was applying in the other company as planned. i found out that i wont' be able to work for any company related to my previous job due to some stupid policy.. it sez there that i shall engage in the same industry for a year.. for a year!!!!! what the fuck is that... I hate people support.. i hate them.. what will i do now specially with my wedding fast approaching.. fucking corporate policy. because of this there could be a chance that my wedding will push through.. Fuck you people support!!!!!!

After 28 years of fooling around its finally time for me to settle down... with the one who could really tame me and sit my ass down.. I believe in the saying that there is always somebody who is customed made for you who could stick with you thru thick and thin and after a long time of wandering  well guest, what i finally found her, and she blew me away and rock my world. use to be organized and passive, but since i met here, i completely change.. i tend to be more spontaneous driven and passionate. come to think of it, life is really short so why spend it trying to worry what would happen tommorrow, i think for now im more relaxed and laid back ill just think of tommorrow when its here.. for now ill just enjoy what the day would bring me. a little hardship now and then wouldnt kill you. it wil just make you stronger and wiser.. so i really learning a lot now than i was in school.. experience is really the best teacher..  

Its been a year now since a drastic thing happened to me. everything that i have come to know and have learned to live with suddenly dissappeared before my very eyes. and a new fierce and challenging horizon is in front of me. during my studying days, i have spent every once of my strenght  tryin to prepare me for the real world, but now that im living and breathing in it. i have realize that nothing or no one can prepare you for what you have to face as you go on with your life, before everythings look foggy, unclear unsure and promising. but today its just plain simple black and white. it good or bad right versus wrong. so change is the only things that is really constant in this world. thats why i need to bend if the situation calls for it or be straight and firm if otherwise, but i have learned to adapt to changes, thats one of the best qualities of us filipino's we easily adapt to our environment. so if your exerting too much effort in preparing for the future, it will definetyl help, but it will only take you so far. that when you look back at your tracks you need to think again for the next step cause you ran out of preparation fuel, so take it easy relax things work out by themselves, ive learned that just in time.. hope you guys do to..

The film Pirates of the Carribean makes me want to be a pirate if there is such a thing as pirates????

I'm more excited about the latest bond film, I want to see if the new guy could fill in the shoes left by Peirce Brosnan, for me the best James Bond is Brosnan, cause he is just smooth and composed, but seriously he moves around his gadgets effortlessly, unlike Connery its like he is a newbie on spy stuff, I mean the toys, not the girls...